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2010年3月29日 星期一

Stereotype




Yes
I admit that i have stereotype on someone
I trying to change my mind to accept it
I trying to accept the things she done before
But
i so confused in....which one was the real her??

I ask myself
why i become so evil??
Why i can't be the good person???
I should care about what she did before??
Should i forget the things she done??

Frankly, it's not a big things or issue that she did..
I can admit that..
Yes, i am the person that narrowness
I just can't forget

I confused...
because everyone is accepted her
everyone is friend wif her
Even is.....

But i just cannot forgive...
actually
i could not angry on her..
because not her fault
But i just care...
I just.....

It's killing me for a long time..
everytime i try to accept her and get closed to her
But my mind still have the stereotype on her..

Am i an evil??
Or an angel??

I hope to be an angel..
But..
Evil like easily to be
I just can't destroy the evil in my heart...in my mind

R u an angel???
yes....maybe you're

If i have a second chance to know you
i will not close with you
then i would not know alot of things that u say behind me

Today i learn
Stereotype can be more serious..
I scare...
I scare it become to prejudice..

But everytime i told myself...
Smile wif you...
talk wif you..
Yes..i did...
but..when i think of it...I angry about u...I hate you...

Girl...
You r a big girl..
Everything is over...
and everything still around you..
she never take anything from you..
Even is.....

Girl...
appreciate...
and remember it...
The bad things will be gone...
and it will be the lesson for you
and just give her a chance and urself..
To accept her

Good Girl..
dun be a kid...
It's will be happy if ur heart do not have any stereotype

My heart..
i need a chance to cry...
cry all the bad things..
Let's the tears drop down and be the pass flowing to the sea
then u never and ever will remember it

Girl....cry...u could do it..
Angel should fly away and give people comfort..
I want to the angel.
Comfort everyone who surrounding me

2010年3月26日 星期五

Is me!!

I'm here again...
line was not good...loading long time just can type my blog..
Last night yam cha wif fren..
Then i'm empty stomach drink Teh o panas..
Mana tahu cirit birit wa...
Now is ok edi..
I miss somebody....

I miss 18th
I miss the moment
I miss the sea
I miss tawau.....

2010年3月13日 星期六

我的成绩

报告报告!!!
上个学期的成绩前天出炉啦~·
我很满意。。。。
没看到一个减。。。
五科没看到一科是猫。。。
三粒苹果和两个男生甲。。。
妈妈很满意。。。
CGPA比第一个学期多了0.5.。。
听讲ptptn cgpa总分超过3.5以后不需还政府。。
第一格学期才拿3.35.。。这个学期拿3.7.。
看来我选对科目啦~~
因为对自己有兴趣的事。。
每样都付出~~
我做到啦~~~~~
好开心~~~
哈哈!!
这个学期。。再接再厉~~

偶尔也来一下

有好几个世纪了
没有好好利用部落格
来抒发一下每天的心情

今天 想来一下

最近总是喜欢戴着耳机
把音乐开到尽头
好像要把耳膜给震破一样
这就是所谓的享受

听着抒情歌
我的爱人
最幸福的事
让我想了好多一大堆的感触
往我的脑袋冲

那种感觉 就好像不顾一切的往大海跑
跑得多远有多远
好像幸福其实离自己好远 要抓紧时间去把握它
但是我不需要跑因为 幸福离我不远

听着快歌
Jesse McCartney
leavin'
里面有一句我很喜欢
Girl u deserve nothing but the best
重复又重复
每个女孩都有权利选择最好的
没错 但选择总该要三思
不要鲁莽的选择
在我生命中
出现的人很多
路人甲乙丙丁。。。。。
有些我甚至不知道名字
就只有模糊的模样

其实一个人也许是自由的
但两个人的世界是共同拥有 总是大过天
可以扶手走过乱流 就算距离多远 在心中都是永久的

透明的外壳 被看穿了
坚固与脆弱 也不必再隐瞒了
只要去保护 只要去体谅
就不必去顾虑那么多
其实 爱真的很简单 只要你相信
一个人的旅行也很好
因为生命之旅 在很多个角落都留下了痕迹
只要你记得 生活还是一样的精彩
也许可以领悟到 生活的真谛

无论是一个人两个人
只要觉得生活美好就是好的
天空那么的宽 回忆再到带
只要你懂 其实会感觉到释怀
一点也不孤单
我呢??
记得我写过海洋中的女孩的故事
看回去 其实那些回忆在我记忆中
其实是浪漫的
一点也不孤单
有了伤心 才会体会如何寻找快乐

那我快乐嘛??
我会点点头 笑的说
我快乐 因为身边的人快乐
因为所有人都到齐了 没一个是缺席的
我的生活 就好像一幅鱼儿水中游一样

我想大声说
虽然有时生活是沉闷 因为自己总是喜欢享受没人打扰的生活
但是 快乐
我喜欢身边每个人事物

所以

我依然是骄傲的公主
享受自由 享受约束


2010年3月7日 星期日

I'm Just Nothing!

I'm starting my last semester in the first year..
After back from hometown i have change my destination..
I do not continue to study advance diploma after graduate Diploma..
Because i change to back Tawau to find career..
so wat i need to study?
I believe that experience is important than what we study..
And what we study is not related wif what we work in the future...

It is a boring semester..
My mum was complaining me of the phone bil is too expensive..
so i have to control myself..
But...
But...

Today....i almost Ki siao..
because i dun have laptop...
My bro was take it to do his assignment..
So what can i do in room??
Sleep...eat...study...
Roomate was outing..
bro was outing..
friend was back to hometown..
Left me..
How cruel is it??
Look at my phone..
Who can i call without wasting money??
I dunno...
Found That..I'm just nothing...

I study already..
but after study what i need to do???
luckily my roomate borrow me her laptop...
But..i still sien...i want to out..
but where can i go??
Money is impermanency..

This sem is so free...
actually i can find a part time job..
But i need a job which is near my hostel..not be late home..
but how can i found it?

Who want to meet up??
i was free on Friday..Sat and Sun...
i want bang myself to the wall edi..
No laptop life is harsh life...

AHhhh..................................................................

I want Ki siao la~~~~~~

Soo Ting...i miss you~~
Mui Kuen...I miss You...
Miki....I miss you~~~
Shun Shun...i Miss you~~
Chuan...i Miss you~~
Raymond....I miss you~~
Joan...I miss you~~
Tkk,....I miss you~~

Chang Shin Bun.....I miss you too~~~~~>.<>.<....