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2013年11月17日 星期日

Direction of life


We born to be a happy kids,
but the parents forced us to study well and get a good result
I'm curious about it and asked: Why should i study so hard?I want to play my barbie doll
And i got the answer: Because you have to go to a good Uni with a flying results.

I got the flying results and went to the Uni
The people here is just selfish and everyone just look down to each other
Finally i got a new friend
I asked her: Do you like here?You chose to be here?
She answered me: No, I was not happy with this situation right now
And Yea~We two hugged each other and cried for the whole night

Finally, I'm graduate, and i'm the distinction student
Everyone clap & proud for the hard work i paid .
I felt pleasure to stand on the stage and get the cert.
After that, everyone asked: How was your next plan?
I was quiet and thinking, "Yea~where should i go?"

Sometimes, there's a lot of hesitation, a lot of unspoken things in our heart.
But the future is about us
We choose it to be, and we should be responsible to finish it.
No one will understand you well, the only one who can decide for your future,
It's YOURSELF.

A letter for myself: 
I'm doing something that i like, And it must be long lasting & never give up.
Everything is on your hand. Hold it, and never let it go.

2013年11月3日 星期日

十一月。秋末



十一月     没有四季的马来西亚,
常常下起了让人难以分辨前路的大雨。

有点冷,又带点飘渺而悠长的悲情而萧瑟的秋天
让自己带了点伤感,
而伤感的由来,常常觉得自己渺小的连身边得人也看不见

是否别人忘了我也有感受?

是否在这萧瑟的秋天里,人人都带着一样的感受

所以变得一点也不稀奇?

还是,我放大了自己?

可我忘了,其实人是自私的
自私的连那一丁点的感受也不敢说出来
自私的别人侵犯了自己的快乐,也默默的点头微笑
别人也不留余地的,让你无法反击

秋末的风,带点惆怅,也带点哀伤
就让自己沉默的在人群中
自己自私一点,寻找那绚丽的日出,安静的等待大雁的离去
继续走到冬季