One weeks~~

Yes...one weeks i will back to Tawau..
My sweet hometown...
Miss my parents alot...
miss the food alot..

So where i'm having my 1 week holiday??
the venue that i haave been is Nilai..
Sure is ah bun house...

Today have a nice dinner wif my ABC soup..
it's yummy....

Wat am i doing now?
blogging..
where is he now?
on the bed..

He keep playing my bro's psp..
i keep playing the Icy tower..
Jump Jump Jump~~~

ok....seems like the situation is change..
I dunno why..
Feel like.....normal..
nothing special..
dun want do anything...
Just like normal..
what happen on me??

I dunno..maybe it's become a habit????
hmmm...i not really know....

Is it time will make love stronger??
Or is it time make love become lesser and lesser?

I dunno...i don't want to imagine the situation now..
Just let it be..
because i know..
i cant leave him...
I love him...
i miss him...

Just maybe now we become like husband and wife..
married for many years...

OPpsss...sorry..
my title is not related wif what i'm typing now..

Just i want to say...
I wont give up anything....

I scare when he read my blog will become how...
but i know..
I cant hide anything....wif him.....

It's Romantic?

Today was my first day summer vacation

The first thing i do is take drama from my floormate..

she is movie supplier..also is my senior

While...they asking me something about me and my bf

First..I told them he is study master now

They look so envy

Then ask me how old is he

then they say bigger than me 5 years..

How we knew each other?

He is teacher

I am student

They shocked: WAA~~~~then then then?

Then i knew he had feeling with me

They still shocked: WAA~~then he had treat u different?

They looked curiosity

I told them..

Nope...Coz he treat all of his student like a friend.

So, treat me also 1 of his fren..

They asked: But he alot of student, why will fall in love with u??is it u two very close?

Then i said, nope

I treat him as a fren too...

But i keep a distance wif him

They envy: WAA~~~so romantic

Why the people who listen my love story will say romantic?

Their reason is because teacher and student love story just will appeared in anime world

I ask: Is it???

i think is myself cant feel the romance

Then they ask how he chase..

I say no wat...just like normal..

Then they say he really is a patient people..

chase a girl for a long time never give up

I said: Nope...he have think to give up..

But at last...i accepted him

Until now...

Till now...i feel so regret why i hurt him many times when he chase me for many times

But i find any excuse to console myself..

The reason is...he is teacher..i am student....like that will get punishment

Yes...i told myself this reason

But the luckiest things is...

He never give up

Till now...

But i curious

I curious why u will choose me..

Why u will look up to me

Why and why and why~~

IS it my story romantic?

Yes....now i feel the romance of my love story..

Now i feel the romance of him

It drives me Crazy!!!

Set an alarm for me..wake up early tomolo...

OMG~~
It's midnight already...
wat am i'm doing now??
study my music..
Thursday sitting for the music examination..

Now i more prefer to listen music...
Coz more easy to recognize...
But now...
this time no listen music section...
just have to memories the history of composer..
Memories things is hard for me..
I hate it...

This few days stressful because of exam...
Today sit for the mass media and society exam people..
is panic attack me...
Scare....
Dunno this subject can get good result o not..

The most difficult subject in thursday is drive me crazy..
Hope to shout now..
but it's midnight now...
I want sleep...
but insomnia....
Is it i'm highperactive?

Haiz....

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....

Oh ya...
all my fren say me white liao..
is good o bad??
coz i'm din face the sun for 2 more weeks edi.....

原来是习惯。并不是感情变淡

不懂为什么 就是有种感觉淡了的气氛
但是却在某些时候会想起对方
也许这是交往久了 感情变淡的原理吧
但是我不会放弃
因为我知道 当有再重逢的时候 感觉会回来的

我不喜欢这样的距离
再加上最近少了联系
让我觉得 好像缺了什么
但没关系 因为我知道 你会想我的

最近都压力好大
因为要面对考试
需要人依靠的时候 唯有电话是牵系着我们的东西
但是却不能传太多的简讯

一年多了 你还是一样那么的宠着我
难道你不怕哪天我刁蛮起来 把你当出气筒？
我自己也不敢保证 会不会被你宠坏

以前都很期待见面的时候
但是现在 觉得已经麻木了
也许是想的麻木了吧
但我还是很期待 考完试可以和你过几天的日子

之前和你说过
很想和你去旅行
但是新年的旅行 却不是你开口问我要不要去
但是没关系 因为我知道 为什么你没问我

很多时候 我都在提醒自己
不要闹什么脾气
所以一直在忍着 因为怕你那天会受不了的离开我

你现在在干嘛呢？
我突然想起你了
但是却发觉最近感觉很不对
也不懂是为什么
也许是少联络了
梦里也少出现你的模样的
怎么办？

还是我们都心有灵犀了

不需要言语就懂对方想什么？

是这样的吗？

我们是爱情里的双胞胎吗？

我告诉自己
不是感情变淡
而是因为习惯
习惯了你会想我
习惯了每天的作息
习惯了每晚和你说晚安
所有与你有关的东西都习惯了
因为没有新奇的东西让我去体验
我会去习惯这种习惯

你呢？？
原来是习惯 并不是感情变淡