It's a thousand years

It seems like passing a thousand years
How many days i do not have update my blog??
Yes..It's two weeks~
actually i have something to complaint about my life
but it's too public and i choose to told my mum to solve my problem

What you guess?
How i survive in this two weeks?
It's too bad..
I got food poisoning~
I cannot say what i have ate and which stall i bought from..
later people will sue me defamation
Even i can defence myself~

OK~
today was a nice day~
why?
Because of my law tutor and lecturer
He made me feel that i have this kind of love is very appreciated~
What my boy done the romance things for me??

I cant really remember..
Because we are always in a long distance
But what he said is real
A girl don't want a big suprise~
It just a touch that will make a girl feel that you are really care her and love her

What my boy did for me b4?
I'm always complaining that my boy is not romantic~
but he have one behaviour always make me feel so romantic~
if want to say in deep..can say it's really melting me~

He love to hold my hand..
I still remember..2 weeks before we have a meet
We holding hand and shop around
What he did?
He will suddenly hold my hand tight and kiss my hand
It just a sudden attitude that can really make me melt~
My boy is really....
dunno how to say..
Is a 1000000000000% boyfriend
So love him..

Love doesn't need a big suprise
Doesn't need a candle light dinner
Doesn't need to count the money
Doesn't need to get present always
Love is just so simple~
a touch can really make a girl melt~

Love u my Boy~~

If u feel that this post have a little bit over..
Pls stop to read~thx......^^

每次

每当有见面的时候
心情总是很开心
当要离开对方的那一刻
心里有多少渴望希望每天腻在一起

我常说天天见面的情侣不好
其实我是在妒忌
妒忌他们可以常常见面
也想找个理由来安抚自己的心情

我常说远距离恋爱反而更好
其实我也不想远距离
但是为了让自己不那么辛苦
也找个理由来说服自己

好不舍得每当难得一次见面的时候
又要分开的时候
这么难得的一次
当然是开心的
但是你期待了过后
失望就来了
开始埋怨为什么不能天天在一起
开始埋怨对方为什么没陪着你
开始埋怨这
埋怨那。。。
有什么办法？
我们的缘分刚开始就是一段距离

有试过明明暗示很多遍了
说自己不希望这样
但是对方却收不到这样的信息
继续的往我不希望的方向去做
心里有说不出的无奈
但是又不想去埋怨
因为我怕这样一段的距离 因为我的埋怨让距离更远

昨天看了一套戏
叫grown up..
蛮有意思的。。里面也说了
生活在一起 就要互相坦诚
我该说我不喜欢这样吗？
但是我已经不是第一次说了
而是说了好几次 难道就不懂我的意思去避忌一下吗？

算了~发泄完~
这件事就当忘了吧~

听westlife的歌~还真应景啊~

发泄一下

是时候要赶assignment 了。。。
不是临时抱佛脚。。而是刚开始的时候不懂该怎么开始。。
现在终于可以开始了。。

Marketing的group assignment...我还真佩服那又高估我们又低估我们的老师
我们不懂就问。。。可他叫我们想。。就是想不通才问。。
也就算了。。他说他的目的是要我们学。。
好。。。我们学

MAE的assignment是我最担心的。。。因为需要做survey...又要interview company
最好笑的是。。我既然不了解tmnet 然后我们那组选了tmnet..
不过有种东西叫做学。。好。。。我努力学

Design的exercise...画15个动物。。用abc的哦。。
不知那里呕出将多idea...好。。我会想的
cd cover 在制作中~

law的assignment...才刚刚碰。。找issue..
最搞笑的是。。。学law学到走火入魔
去jusco的时候。。。我说什么什么不好吃。。
然后自己有跟哥哥讲。。那间店可以告我诽谤。。。
还真的是学以致用啊~

Moral下星期midterm。。。
最讨厌读国语字。。
没办法。。。还是要读。。。

好啦~
很多东西可以在这里发泄了忘记。。
但是我今天发泄了。。可我还要做assignment。。。和读书~
加油咯~

人应该学习独立

记得我曾经说过被冤枉这件事吗？
现在也平息了
应该不会有什么事

但是这样让我成长
人总是会在自己不自觉的情况下成长
去明白一些道理

当初写的那一片部落格
是在气愤之下写的
现在平静下来~
我还真的有错。。。并不能怪别人
对。。。
我曾经有位这件事情反复的想了几晚
虽然也不懂是谁对谁错了
但是我觉得 如果不是我犯错 别人怎么会责怪呢？

妈妈告诉我 我要走的路还很长
要面对的人还很多
但我应该要学习 如何自己去面对
如何自己去反省
训练是必然的 但磨练才能让一个人成长

从这磨练当中 我学到了什么？
我实在是太被受宠了 一点点的风波
就搞得像什么似地
我说别人小气 其实小气的是自己
我说别人有错 其实有错的也是自己

长大 也许我需要更多的磨练
才能学会长大

从那一天起 我不再靠别人了
什么都是自己来 生病自己照顾自己
经痛自己看着办
做错事要说对不起【可我还没有这样的勇气】
遇到问题 要以正当的心里去面对

我 是时候该独立了
我接受磨练
我接受风波
因为这样 才能成长~

我想对一些人说~对不起
诺我又不足 希望可以教教我

I'm admit that i am EVIL

People think that i am easygoing person
People ask me to do what then i do what.
Yes. maybe i'm a kind person.
But did u think about a kind person will have evil heart?
I can say that, My heart is an evil heart
I never want to be an angel.
Be an angel is such a harsh things.
Always repress the feeling, the emotion and never let people to discover it.

Do you know what evil think about?
evil think a lot of bad things
But not like burning,killing someone..
It just like a bad thinking in mind and never have the courage to do.

I'm a selfish person.
I don't like people to share my own properties with people.
YES. i dun like

Do you see the evil admit herself is an evil?
Yes. That's me
because i'm found that
My heart is absolutely change to another people and not like the previous me.
I'm no more a Sabah Girl~
Heart is getting complicated and complicated and feel like over.

Mind is not clear
Heart is not clear
Everything is not pure and clear.

I know some of the principle that help people not to think negative.
I can understand the meaningful words but i cannot follow the meaningful words to do what should i do.

我是恶魔 怕我就别靠近我

I'm hope to see my boy. Hope can clear all my negative things.
Hope to gathering wif old school fren. Comfortable when gathering and chit-chatting

Yes. I miss my home~
a very peaceful place.

this message is only a metaphor~