Dysphoria

I was told myself

Inner peace...Inner peace

Yes...i'm really try my best not to get angry, not to get in trouble, not to get mess

I did

i do not angry, I do not in trouble and i do not make everything mess

I am be so patience these few days

But i have some of the time

I'm gonna burst out everything and shout everything

Something that i regret to

Something that i hope will not happen

It has something that is hard to control

I told myself again

Just let it be

People is just so ugly when they are talking other people

Yes i know

But sometimes it's hard to control

Some people they are just a busy body that make you feel don't like

and one day you will explode like a volcano

I know i'm so mean

And that time i told myself

They are just want to lend a hand

They are a kind person

and sometimes it makes me confusing

I told myself

Just be yourself

Dont care what people do

When you get angry to one people, it will make urself ugly

It's not worth.

Ok...i will try to convince myself

Inner peace....

My fren yesterday give me see something that related blood type with horoscope

Most of the things that is accurate

But there have 1 things that i really totally disagree

which is Cancer will not always care for something that is small

I think it need to see the duration

small things can be a big things in a long period.

Ok...i think i need to get on bed

Night~

ps: i have 1 fren said that, cancer people is the most kind people among all the horoscope.

But i dun think so. They will because of environtment and change to another people.