New hairstyle..New life~

I cut my hair...
eh....quite cute 1...ahahah...
But my fren said look like kangaroo...>.<

Have a new life..
Ignore the troublesome...
Ignore what people saying..
Ignore all..
Smile everyday..
Pass my time everyday..
Doing assignment everyday..

My music mid term is quite good...i think..
Coz know how to do...
The good things is...hahaha..
cant say hear..coz secret...
have other people will see this...

Assignment...
Presentation..
two presentation in a day..
English in communication.. Intro my hometown..Sabah~~
Still remember i have post bandar tawau that song b4?
Haha..i gonna show it...
Design presentation..
that teacher malay campur english..
Hmm....let u all see my works.. .

I made this advertisement...hehe....
that lousy design teacher din teach alot....
and i'm absent class that day..
canon advertisement...
good o bad leave comment pls...


Do le many time..
but got mistake do again..
but cant find back the first 1...i dun like this....

yes..the whole week i keep doing assignment..hehe
so hardworking o..
next tuesday mid term again..
a shit lecture shit tutor shit subject..
Why i say so..lecture is my tutor..teach nothing eventhough i try to catch up what she said..
Mid term..the note so....so.....thick..
Alot to study..
mid term jeh..need o not o...>.<

Gambateh in Ur coming exam too~~~

New Challenge for Me!!

this semester i take music subject...
It's fun and interesting for me...
But it is also a new things for me...
Although i have learn music ago...but now when i touch it..
I'm not really know what is note and what is them...
So...ii try to challenge myself..

I cant believe it i really try hard to learn it..
And i want to say..
Lecturer and tutor is good...

Next week was the mid term of music..
ABC 40 question..
I think can shoot it with short gun..
But i dun want to do it..
I want learn it myself.
I want try hard to know it..

However..
Music class is not easy..
I should recognize which sound was that instrument play..
What song of it...
The song....OMG....I really.....I need to say..
AMEN...
coz have church song...
Alleluia....still have more than 1 version..
Need remember who r the composer...the history...
Alleluia....when i sleep..i still can learn this song around my ears...

But it's still ok..
the harder 1 is should recognize instrument sound...
Really hard to remember..
And will do some mistake..
What is viola and cello sound?
It's look alike....

I like this sudject very much now...
Because i like to challenge....
Bless me....ok???

Midterm....
Break my Target~~~~

I'm busy

Sorry fren....i'm busy...
Miki..sorry for din reply ur email...
And...
Sorry everybody..no time to say about what happen recently...
Assignment...
Ahhh...

I lost Myself

Life like become so complicated...
Friendship complicated...
Study complicated...
Oh..I cant bear with this kind of pressure...

I dunno what people thinking about..
Eventhough i have ears, eyes, mouth, as they have..
But i dunno what their brain r thinking for..
I really cant believe anyone..
So how i survive in this kind of environment?
Isolated...this is the way how i escape from this kind of world..
I use drama to relax myself..
I listen song with my headset and do not listen any sound from outside...

People are so dramatic..
My life oso become dramatic...
Become troublesome and horror..
I'm fierce....
I'm Scared...
I dun want to face this kind of people..

Looking with them with smile..
Talking with them like a silly...
But their mind will think how i can bully you?
How i can make joke with u and i feel happy?
Gosh....Horrible....

I cant find the real me..
Don't care what they r saying about..
Don't care what they judge u..
But...some of them like take some benefit from me..
Is it means I valueable??
I dun want like tat..

Someone is disturbing me..
I hope to escape him/her..
I hope i dun so close with her..
But..I dunno how to reject..
Coz i know..they near me because of my work..
They hope to borrow...oh not..is take something from me..
But what i can give them???
I know....they close with me become some of the purpose..
I think when they get it from me i will throw in the rubbish dump...

But if i reject them they would say i selfish..
Maybe will not fren with me...
What can i do??

I escape..
I escape..
They gossiping.....

Where can i escape to?
No way...just back to my life...

Who can giv me a real hug?
who can lend me ur hand??
Who can....
who can.....
I lost myself...

One week already~~

Time...
Time...
Time really cannot buy anything...
Time really cannot back anymore..
But time..can make a relationship become harder..

YuP...
is u and me..
Eventhough that day make you angry..
But the next day we still hang out together..

Yes...
you fulfill my life..
you give me a lot of memory
you make my day brighter and brighter..

However...
the day did not see u is how sad.
one day din see...
like pass the whole season..

I miss u alot...

空闲

现在空闲得很。。
不懂时间表是怎么排的。。
中间空几个小时。。

刚刚和班的朋友上完音乐就去麦基。。
还不错。。
等下也有音乐课。。
我喜欢。。。哈哈哈。。。

这个星期过得还不错。。
因为和朋友好多了。。
原来我不需要自己开话题和他们说。。。
只要说一些垃圾就可以哈哈大笑了。。。

下下个星期要去音乐会呢。。。
外国的乐团来表演。。
期待呢。。。
但要穿得很正式，，
没办法，。。因为也是assignment的一部分。。。

啊。。。对了。。
星期二去看了医生。。
因为经痛的我不能动。。冒冷汗。。发抖。。。
没办法之下去看了医生。。。


报告完毕。。。
好想念你们哦~~~~
谢谢你们的关心哦~~

下星期一出成绩。。
不懂会考得如何呢？
紧张啊~~~

Lonely

Suddenly the Lonely feeling attack me
who can help me??
no one...

身边得朋友越来越少了
我也搞不懂是为什么
也许我没三八的天性吧
所以懂得东西也往往是最后一步

越来越孤单
甚至有人落井下石的说
“噢。。。你没有朋友了”
那是一种可悲

我不太喜欢别人干扰自己的生活
甚至也不喜欢和别人分享什么
所以我设了一道厚厚的墙

我喜欢一个人做东西
但可悲的是换来了没有朋友的孤单

没有认识很久的朋友一起聊天
一起过生活。。。
真羡慕那些都在同所学校读书的人
因为你们不会孤单。。。

我一直都不太相信身边的朋友
因为我知道下一秒所有秘密都会被说完出来
就好像你的个人资料贴在布告板上被人欣赏

那位落井下石的朋友
越来越不喜欢他了。。
但没办法。。除了他。。
没人能和我说话。。

我可怜吗？
很可怜。。
我能怎样？
没能怎样

那天听到你的电话打来。。
我就快哭出来了
因为。。。。我一个人。。。

End of the Holidays

Yoyo...It's me again....

Ok...
It's seems like not many people updated their blog..
me too..
because did not have the motivation for me to update my blog..
also dunno wat to tell to everybody..

My holiday..
is fun...tired...and happy too...
I meet my secondary school frens...
i appreciate the time.
But i didn't meet my sweet buddy..soo ting..How sad was it..
Miki, Shun and Kenny i didn't take picture wif you guys..

Seems like all came here became fat..
wat Happen with it??
I dunno too....
I say i'm fat..and goona do some exercise..but just say only,.
And my mouth keep full of food..
I know if i continued like that my brother and he will Beh Tahan..
ok...I try to behave my mouth..

Meanwhile....
in this holiday i meet his fren..
they are funny..
I love Jenna..a gal came back from Australia...
asking me to dress up myself..
She such a beautiful gal....
I'm found that I have a cancer group..
Haha...
4 people are cancer..
It's difficult to find who are same horoscope with me...
another 3 is his fren too...Funny....

Holiday have to end soon...
and i need to say bye Bye to Nilai..
How sad was it...>.<>.<

How sad was it....We are Student


The Mines

Toilet pic after sing at the worst place
Us

GoodLuck for You guys...
Muackssss...
Miss u all.....

Bless Me..

I'm free~~

Tiger xinyi still here....use my tiger smile "welcome" you all.....

Sweety...i know we gonna meet...hehehe

My com all is oldest pic...when can update the new photo wif u two??My dear buddies~~

You want to go England tiam..dunno when can have a new pic wif u?this is last year 15th Nov take de..the last photo we take leh..when can meet u???miss u~~~


Finally….
I finish the first semester..
now have my fun holiday for 2 weeks..

what am I doing now?
Haha..at somebody house..
Everyday online online online…drama drama drama..
No choice…
Because here is san ka la place…
But it peace oso…I like…

First semester my feeling is full of anger…nervous…worry..
Errr…
Can say is a worst semester la….
But oso have happy moment la…
But I prefer to live alone..
Have people say me solitude..
But I dun care…coz it’s my life..
And I’m not didn’t talk wif people lo…
Hehe…
Finally……I have 2 weeks for me leave alone from the noisy place..
Akakkaka….

My baba and mama was argued..
Because want me back tawau…
But suddenly ask me to back tawau…
Haven prepare leh…and ticket expensive 1..
Haha…but nvm…coz I know baba n mama sayang me…..
Muacks..
I miss baba n mama….n mama de wan tan mee…baba de abc soup…
Yummy…
Oh Gosh~~hungry~~

At here already 3 days le…but y so fast 1??
Hmmm….
Dunno how my brother…
Coz my brother alone at hostel…
Hostel no ppl already..all back hometown..
Dunno my bro will talk wif who…
Nvm….i got send him message 1…kakakaka…
I’m such a good sister mah……

Oh…k lah…..
Supper~~
Miss baba mama de food make me hungry…..
Yummy….muacks…

Gonna meet ray, xia, shun, miki, Kenny…hope can meet my dear soo ting too lah…
Miss u all…muakcs…
Miss S3 frens…muacks…..

其实我也是女生

其实我也是个女生
我实实在在是个女生

可是我没有叼人的脾气
因为我懂其实不应该

可是我没有一秒就会掉眼泪的能力
因为眼泪好像不是必要的武器

可是我没有魔鬼的身材
因为身材并不一定得到真爱

可是我没有嗲嗲的声音
因为声音并不能夺走别人的心

可是。。。
可是。。。

有时候都觉得为什么我没有这样的脾气
为什么我没有动不动就骂人的脾气
为什么我没有率直的个性

当我没东西吃的时候我才会生气
当我觉得烦躁时才会发发牢骚

我。。。
真的是女生吗？

我内心是

我爱吃醋。。
但我知道吃醋偶尔会带来麻烦

我会生气
气的眼泪都掉了出来也不说一声

我会觉得讨厌
但是为了气氛我不会去捣乱

我。。。。

我可以告诉你其实我很生气吗？
虽然那是很久很久的事了。。。
但是我还是耿耿于怀

我可以告诉你其实我气得哭了好几次吗？
因为我都想不通为什么

我可以告诉你我很介意吗？
因为我真的没那么大方

要告诉你吗？？？？

其实。。。
在我生气时不要觉得我烦。。
我发牢骚好不要觉得我讨厌

因为
我也是女生

Exam

Is a week to fight~~
Oh..Not...not a week..
is fight for the three week..
but 5 subject only..

Hope i can get my target..
so i have hardworking in this exam..

I can do it??
SURE....I CAN

Bless me~~

无期限[21/08/09]

有人告诉我，爱一个人很难。

我，不太了解这是不是真的。

爱过，伤过，痛过也哭过。没什么了不起。

毕竟那是爱情方程式。

有人问我，我会为爱而哭吗？

没回答，心里默默地承认了。

曾应为伤过而哭，现在因为有爱而哭。

我想，这是正常的吧！

一份从零开始的爱，到了满满的爱。

这也是为什么我爱听孙燕姿的爱从零开始。

发觉到，原来我对任何事都那么不容易认输。

旁边有太多的阻扰，但不会影响到我。

因为，心里的那个是无期限的。

心里的恶魔与天使在打架呢！他们为什么在打架呢？

恶魔说，何必这么辛苦呢？这样的你就不是原本那酷酷的你

天使说，幸福。只因为幸福。

那漫长的一条路，的确是不懂有多磨得辛苦

所以问一问爱一个人辛苦吗？答案却让我欣慰。

矣。。。什么时候又变得那么感性了呢?

没什么。突然发现，那就是永远的太阳。

坚定，一定要坚定。

但是那怕有一天，都稀里哗啦的说完出来，就一发无可收拾。

感觉。

这无期限的感觉

就好像电话可以申请365天不过期

就像河流永远的会往下流

就像酒越醸越浓醇一样

我喜欢这感觉。。。所以

虽然放在心里，但说出来的感觉，是那么的真。

想你牵着我的手走过礁石

想你牵着我的手走向大海

向你摸摸我的头疼疼我

噢~~~~~~~我。中毒了

等我~~~

书读不进。。。在浪费时间~~原谅我。。。刚病好嘛

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今天看到儿童不宜的东西。。。

还吵醒我~~

纪录片哦！！

现场直播~~

我讨厌壁虎！！！

Who can teach me?

Who can teach me be a bad person?
Not means for be a robbery, kidnap or etc..

Just hope for who can teach me become a people that very cool and selfish?
I really cant do that..
so it makes me in a trouble way
I dun like this kind of feeling...

I know...
but i try...y dun u try also?
i also try my best to do my things.
But did u???
i can told u....NO....DEFINITELY NO~~

I'm not an angel..
i just a Devil..
I can be patient..
i can smile in front u..
but u know my heart full of anger?
No....u DEFINITELY DUNNO

Please...try to be independent please..
i'm not superwoman...
i need to rest...

Please....Give a space for me.
Oh Gosh..
if u really in a trouble way y dun u try just say help?
y dun u look around and try to learn how to do it?
ok...please...dun make me say rude word please..
I TOLD U....My EQ not really good..becoz facing UUUU...

I'm not a tool please..
ask people for help u must see that people is it really want to help?
please....u dunno how to see the black face n white face?
Although i'm not dark...

Really cannot stay in this life...
everyday like stressful..

Please la..
i'm not a people will show out my feeling...
I'm not a people will cry in front of u..
I'm not a people will angry in front of u...

Ok...Let's me Told U...
I have 3 faces...
1 is smile face...but is to pretend 1..
2 is dreaming face....I thinking something
# is sleepy face...means i'm the time to bed...

Let me go pls...

还有一个月

还有一个月就要考试了
很压力一两下

上个星期浪费了
都在吃喝玩乐没碰书

不能这样了
我要化压力为力量

读书
读书
读书

不能再狂煲戏了
要努力啦

以后有人管着我

看来不读书是不行了

加油

加油~~~~

真想念你们

想死你们啦
。。。

和婷说了一个小时的电话。。
他的声音还是那么的活泼。。。

和他说说了近况。。
他也和我说说她的近况
真想可以见到他啊。。

我的亲爱的。。
他有够忙的。。。
我的简讯也很迟才回。。
不要紧。。。
我了解
所以我也不去制造不必要的麻烦。。。
毕竟
过了那么久还在意什么呢？？

考完试了。。
成绩很满意。。

下个星期要present。。
不懂为什么。。
时常上台唱歌都没什么在怕
可是present我既然会怕的口吃。。
如果要讲的东西变成歌词用来常不知有多好。。
但是没办法。。

加油吧！！

听说巴中关闭一个星期。。
希望大家平平安安哦！！~~